for some reason, life feels more & more purpose-less. weekdays are spent in camp, where time passes immeasurably slow, & whatever meagre time left in the week is dedicated for church services. before booking back in yet again & the cycle renews itself. life as a man in d r-mi lacks goals & responsibilities, just follow instructions, do things rite, & hopefully book out on time. whereas life as a christian seems to be stabilising itself to the extent of simply being a custom or habit to go to church at the appointed times.
recently, ppl around have been asking me wat i intend to specialise in & work as after uni. frankly, i can never give them a straight, confident answer. life now seems to be without any far-reaching or broad-spectrumed aims or purposes.
to live is gain, to die is for Christ. at least i know what i shld die for, now all thats left is to fill the blanks in between.
this weekend, i did not attend fri evening service & youth service, not that i couldnt.
in the end, i felt bad.
But He knows the way that I take; When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.
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